Friday, December 23, 2011

Road Trippin in LA

This was not actually a blog entry but an email to my girlfriend Leslie. It was only meant to be a quick description of my day but it took on a life of its own and after reading it I thought it would make an appropriate entry for my blog. I hope you enjoy the journey...on with the show!

I apologize for not being able to respond to your email yesterday as I was on the road all day doing a classic Los Angeles road trip with Jon. It's the kind of experience one can only get in LA. It's one of the few things I miss about LA, being able to get in a car and take an all day odyssey and explore the different worlds that make up Southern California.

We started out in Venice of course, the beautiful California coast, and drove north on the 405 through the sprawling San Fernando valley to the 5 which connected us to the 14 (Antelope Valley Frwy) which took us to the high desert. We we pulled off the highway in a small podunk town called Little Rock and pulled off the road into the open space of the desert with its chaparral flora and somber desolation finding a parking spot on a dirt road amidst what seemed to be thousands of snake holes leading into some unknown place in the earth. Like we have done many times in the past Jon and I just walked around, he taking pictures and me taking videos (and pictures with my new phone). Joshua trees stood silent and lonely all around us and on the horizon were the mountain ranges of the Angeles National Forest topped with fresh snow. On the ground we found various human artifacts left for dead like old mattresses, burned wood, rusted tin cans, beaten up and broken toys, and a huge pile of religious cassette tapes. The most interesting find was a set of bleached white bones. I first spotted an almost intact set of vertebrae which I thought could be human (shuddered at the thought) but a short distance away my eyes set on a tooth filled jawbone that looked like it belonged to a deer like animal. All around us were these towering, straw-man like energy towers with cables stretching from one direction to the other as far as we could see. The buzz of the electricity from the wires overhead and the stoic breeze of the desert made for an interesting soundtrack to our Homeresque odyssey. All the elements of man and nature combined made for an eerily beautiful landscape.

The air was chill so after our hands became numb we climbed back in the car and drove the lonely open highway to Devil's Punchbowl, a state park built around an ancient rock formation. If you ever want to see the majesty and power of the San Andreas fault the DP is the place to do it. Huge, flat, smooth, slabs of rock vertically explode from the earth's surface as a result of millions of years of fault activity. We tend to forget the power of the earth that birthed us and will one day swallow us up again, but a place like this brings feelings of humility and acknowledgement of the uberness this planet possesses. After getting our fill of wonder and amazement we hopped in the car and hit the road again aiming straight for the mountains which stood like a Great Wall separating us from the LA basin. We traveled on Fort Tejon Rd which took us through the microscopic town of Valyermo which had an old post office that looked right out of an 1870's western movie. I half expected Clint Eastwood to coming riding up on his horse wearing his pancho, squinting quietly and munching on a stub of an old cigar. After a few photos we proceeded on our journey by way of the Big Pines Highway that took us into the Angeles National Forest. In the shade of the mountain ranges we were treated to volumes of pine trees and snow on both sides of the highway. On the way we passed by a frozen pond and on occasion would see a large family of hispanic people frolicking in the snow. Memories of old swept into my mind when we passed Mountain High ski resort with its snow making machines going full blast and the handful of skiers getting what they could from the one lift that was operating. Many of my first ski adventures happened here decades ago. We also passed through the small moutain town of Wrightwood, another teeny place for Los Angeleans to get there ski on. There were times at Wrightwood where me and my friends would be the only people on the mountain giving us the feeling that it was our own personal ski resort. The lift operators would often blast the sounds of Bob Marley and always sported big grins which I am sure was due to on-the-job herbal remedies.

From Wrightwood we proceeded on Lone Pine Canyon Road which took us to the 15 (Mojave Frwy), back to semi-civilization. The land was still open but we were at the edge of the desert/mountains and heading straight for the outer crust of the sprawling LA suburbanry. These are the odd parts of California that bridge the magnificent wilderness and the endless litany of residential communities with their planet sized shopping malls and freeways teeming with commuters and big rigs. It was late in the day as we drove westward directly into the sun. We were still far enough away from LA proper to be in non hazed air and we enjoyed the clear views of the mountain ranges to the north and the not-so-dense-flatlands to the south. With each passing mile the communities and retail shops on the side of the freeway became more dominant. Again we passed landmarks that stirred my memories like Glen Helen Park, the site of one of the best but forgotten musical events, the US Festival. We also passed by the University of Redlands, a school I was set to attend my sophomore year to play basketball after flaming out at UCLA but I withdrew a week before classes began, a decision I sometimes regret to this day. Once we joined the artery of the 210 Frwy we were leaving the San Bernadino area and entering in to what most locals consider the LA basin proper. The communities of Rancho Cucamunga and Pomona was about as far out as you could get and still claim to be from "LA". Soon, on the distant horizon, like the Emerald City of Oz, we could make out the skyline of downtown Los Angeles silhouetted against the reddish orange Southern California sunset. Even at this distance we could make out the clear shape of what I call the Nakatomi building (blown to smithereens in the original Die Hard movie), as iconic to the LA skyline as our very own Transamerica pyramid is to us San Franciscans. From the 210 we shifted to the 10 freeway that would take us straight to downtown LA. Palm trees lined the freeway as we cruised the southern end of the San Gabriel Valley, through the spanish surnamed cities of West Covina, El Monte, and Monterey Park, the irony being these enclaves have been populated mostly by Chinese people going back to the late 70's. I recall back in the 80's legislation aggressively pushed by Regan Republicans to have English as an official language and English only retail signs specifically aimed at these cities that were dominated by Cantonese speech and endless store signs in Chinese characters. LA being the melting pot it is always soundly voted down these race fearing attempts at complete anglicization of the southland.

The LA skyline loomed large in our faces as we hit East LA and the many freeway junctions that spread like tree roots to all parts of LA and of course this crisscrossing of travel routes brought crunch-to-standstill traffic conditions so Jon, who's knowledge of the secret routes of LA is unparalleled, pulled off the freeway somewhere near the 4th street bridge so I could get a clear photo of the Los Angeles cityscape skyline. Being a photojournalist in LA for nearly 30 years, Jon knows every nuance of LA traffic and all the good spots to get the best photos of LA. We pulled off and parked in a area full of factories, auto shops, and the occasional strip joint as this was the seedier part of LA you rarely see in movies (check out William Friedkin's "To Live and Die in LA"). We parked adjacent to the commercial train tracks that run through LA and admired the graffiti that completely covered the intert train engines. After getting some photos we crossed one of those small bridges that crossover the cemented Los Angeles River seen in every movie or tv show with a chase scene through LA. The sun had gone down and the neon lights and denizens of downtown were the eye candy of our trip now and after being away from LA for 20 years it appeared to me that it was actuallly beginning to look and feel like the movie Bladerunner. The skid row streets of the garment district gave way to the ritzier shops and restaurants the closer we came to the ancient Harbor Frwy that cuts through the heart of the downtown high rises. Jon expertly navigated us to the 110 frwy on ramp while I clicked away at the well lit christmas decorations and soon we were on the 110 in a sea of cars and never ending red brake lights going on and off in a bizarre stop and go menagerie. To my left as we approached the 10 frwy intersection, just past the old LA convention center, stood an amazing looking building I was not familiar with. It had a futuristic look reminiscent of a futuristic sail boat that looked fully worthy of the surreal, science fiction like skyline of Shanghai. By the signage I could see it was a Marriott Hotel, JW something, can't remember the full name but it had that real pricey look to it and near the top I could see what looked like a luxury restaurant which I have no doubt had killer views of all of Los Angeles. I was completely mesmerized by the grandness of the architecture and how it stood solitary in it's own space away from the rest of the cloud touching buildings of downtown.

After regaining my senses we were rounding the bend to get back on the 10 Frwy, a route I was all too familiar with have taken it about a thousand times on my many travels to the west side of LA when I was a resident in LaLa land. LA has its own charm and I admired the beauty of the landscape as there was still a hint of glow from the disappeared sun so I was still able to see the details behind all the shining city lights that define the mini cities of Century and Westwood and get the feeling of magic in the air. As we passed the always jammed packed 10 to 405 connection I was happy we were sailing straight through to the near end of of the 10 frwy, exiting at Olympic in the shadow of the Santa Monica Convention Center. To make our odyssey complete Jon decided to drive down Main St. instead of Nielson Way/Pacific (which we never do). Main street is the high end retail and restaurant street for locals who shun the touristy ghetto of the Promenade. It's all chic and sassy as we pass by supremely lit salons and restaurants populated by people who look like they are trying to be too cool for reality. It makes me want to jump out of the car with my missing tooth and mohawk and run into one of these places and scream "What's up people! How y'all doin?!" In just a few minutes it is clear that we have returned to the edginess of Venice from whence we began this epic journey as the gloss and shine was now replaced by the darker somberance of low end lighting, leathery skinned men pushing their entire existence in a shopping cart and teenaged zombie like skateboarders floating across the street like they are living in another dimension where they can not be hit by cars. Alas, we pull into the back of Jon's apartment building on North Venice blvd just across from the canals and park the car, tired, but satisfied and eager to download the day to our laptops to relive the adventure all over again.

I don't know of any other place in the world where one can have a day like this. Trash LA all you want but I know at times it is truly a special place full of mystery and odd eccentrics, you just need a full tank of gas and the knowledge of where to look.

There you have it. I have to mention my co-conspirator and navigator on this trip, my best friend for 25 year and award winning photojournalist and Master of the Hipsotmatic, Jonathan Alcorn, a long time resident of Venice Beach and chronicler of the Venice and greater LA experience. You can check out some his work at http://jonathanalcorn.blogspot.com/,

Thursday, March 17, 2011

O Brother Where Art Thou?

It is most likely that my drop off in blogging has gone unnoticed by the vast majority of the world. My lengthy blogs didn't exactly attract a huge throng of followers...not even a trickle, and to be truthful I didn't expect it to. I started writing the blog as a way to shape some ideas I had for a documentary called "The Human Palette". The documentary was going to explore American identity from the perspective of people of color and other minorities. I wanted to examine the ways which minorities cope with developing an identity in a country that heavily promotes a white, Christian, heterosexual standard.

i started writing the blog and soon the idea of doing a documentary film became remote. I found I was able to address a broader set of issues by just writing the blog so I decided to focus on that but to also start making videos as a way to hone my skills so that when I was really ready to make a documentary I could just jump right in and do it.

To make a long story short, let's just say that making videos has just completely overtaken my creative capacities. i wish I had discovered this passion 10 or 20 years ago. Writing a blog is a rewarding but also a lonely and solitary affair. it's just you, the computer, the research, and your own thoughts. I also tend to write blog entries that are much longer than most blogs even though I know that most people are not into long blogging. So I would write up my entry, post it, and pretty much go on to the next one. There was no give and take, there was no engagement. Sometimes I felt I was just dabbling in some form of literary masturbation.

Video had a completely different dynamic that really appealed to me. It was social, it was public, it was engaging, it was artful, and it was just simply a lot of fun. As a writer I observe
and I intellectualize. As a videographer I act, I mix, I'm in the moment (not in my head), I am constantly making choices on where I should point my lens. There is no control in video, whatever happens happens. Writing a blog I have all the control...and to be truthful it was quite boring. I needed someone or something to challenge me, that's how I grow.

Video was the perfect antidote. It was challenging because when I started my skills and equipment were very limited but there was all kinds of room for growth. I started out as just some dude showing up at events and shows with my Flip camera and posting vids on Youtube and Facebook and now over a year later I am getting requests for my video services. And that's not even the best part. The best part is that I get to engage with people. All I have to do is point the camera at someone and usually the ice is broken in an instant. I have actually made several new friends that are a direct result of making videos. I find that the majority of people are keen to play along when I'm filming. Rarely have I had anyone react negatively to me while I film them. Sometimes I ask permission, sometimes I don't. It works because I am a nobody.

I have fallen so hard for video that now it is becoming a Godzilla like beast that is taking over my life. I am fully committed. This is not a complaint mind you. I'm loving every minute of it and this boost of creativity and excitement may just save me from the abyss I have been teetering on for quite some time now. Video may have killed the radio star but it might save me.

If you are at all interested in my videos i have two Youtube accounts. This one http://www.youtube.com/user/grendelk31 which is my original account. And this one http://www.youtube.com/user/blackifilms which is a new account dedicated to black i films, the name of my film "company". I still enjoy writing so I have reaffirmed my commitment to this blog and plan to write in at least once a month. if you have been following and are still around, I thank you for your support.


Wednesday, January 26, 2011

Bachmann History Overdrive

Fools must be rejected not by arguments but by facts.

-Flavius Josephus (Judean General; 37-105 A.D.)


Whoever is careless with the truth in small matters can not be trusted with important matters.

-Albert Einstein


If I was a superstitious person I might believe that America has been cursed (for its historical wrong doings most likely). How else to explain the last 10 years? It feels like one night we all went to sleep near the end of the millennium and woke up in some bizarrely retarded alternate universe. We stand at the beginning of the 21st century armed with finest communication technology with the ability to gather information at light speed. You would think this would be leading us into an age of unprecedented enlightenment. You would think the world would be revolutionized in the way that it was when the printing press was invented which brought literacy and a voice to the masses which directly resulted in religious, economical, political, and cultural revolutions.

Yet we stand here today with the likes of Michele Bachmann. I am sure you are all aware of what she said in Iowa yesterday prior to her rebuttal to President Obama's State of the Union address. What I want to focus on is her statements of the United States beginning as a country where everyone was equal and that the Founding Fathers worked tirelessly to end slavery. Taking into account that she was addressing her faithful, why would she say something she has to know is a complete falsehood (straight up lie)? She is an educated woman. If she truly believed what she was saying I would have to believe she was mentally ill. But she is not mentally ill. She knows her constituents and what motivates them so she designed a speech to appeal to their...to their...intellect (can't use the word intelligent as that would assume they actually have some).

Yes, I am being harsh on her constituency and that's because nobody there challenged her. They just all applauded. They can't all be as dumb (or uninformed) as turnips, yet nobody present challenged her with the truth. A truth that is not only undeniable in its truthiness (they tell me that is an actual word now), but readily available from an uncountable number of sources. You could take someone who knows nothing about U.S. history, sit them in front of a computer with internet access, and within 10 minutes they would have enough information to rebut her statements. Can you imagine being a constituent in the room and knowing what you are hearing is bullshit? Do you take the risk to call her out? Do you risk the wrath of your fellow constituents? Would you at all think about getting Jeremy Loughnered? But then again, if you are a constituent and you are hardcore enough to actually be there in person listening, the chances are your are just loving every minute of it.

If this wasn't so sad it would be comical. The GOP had nothing to say about Iowa but they are very upset because CNN aired Bachmann's State of the Union rebuttal. It was only supposed to be heard by constituents. The GOP is accusing CNN of trying to undermine their message. What!? Undermine? All CNN did was put it on the air. The official rebuttal we all know was from Paul Ryan. You would think that after Christine McDonnell that this particular sector of politics would have no credibility but they just keep on chugging along like the Energizer Bunny with their idiocracy, grabbing major headlines on a daily basis.

Being of African heritage and descended from slaves and having gone through the school system in the U.S. I am familiar with the "white washing" of history. Much of the historical detail that is necessary to understand the convergence of time, people, and events, is omitted from standard U.S education. I have learned more about Black History from reading books as an adult than I did in school. Yeah, we know Lincoln was of the Republican Party and that he signed the Emancipation Proclamation but do we know that Lincoln's Republican Party was directly descended from the Whig Party or that the Abolitionists lobbied Lincoln heavily (with the aid of Fredrick Douglas) for the Emancipation Proclamation and the only reason he signed it was because the Union Army was in danger of losing the war and they needed more soldiers , a lot more soldiers? You may know some of this if you watched the movie Glory. Do you even remember at all being taught about the Abolitionist movement? Were you taught about John Brown, or the Beecher-Stowes, the Bellamy's, or William Lloyd Garrison and his abolitionist newspaper called The Liberator?

These are the people who actually worked tirelessly, and in John Brown's case, gave his life, to end slavery. Why didn't Bachmann give these folks a shout out? It's because her point was not to give credit where it is due or to be truthful. It was the propaganda of the "way things used to be" and much of their platform is about "taking back America" from the liberals and taking us back to those good ole days when white meant might and everybody else was in the backseat just along for the ride.

I wonder what Bachmann's opinions are on the history of lynching. There was a time when "white" meant specifically Anglo-Saxon protestant. Jews, Greeks, Italians, Poles, Germans, the Irish, even the Dutch did not have rights equal to Anglo-Saxon Protestants. They were lynched just like black people were (although nowhere near in the same number), same with gays, socialists, and communists. Why don't these details of history ever appear in any modern political speech? Perhaps it is because the truth can sometimes be very ugly. It is hard to make claim to being the best nation ever when our historical foundation has parts rotted to the core. Sometimes in order for modern propaganda to be effective in today's world history must be reinvented, reshaped, retold, and repackaged. That's how the lying game works, you just keep adding more lies, on the front end and the back end and you keep doing it until people start to believe it is actual truth. That's why we will be here again very soon, if not with Bachmann it will be another from that political sector.

The run up to the 2012 election is on so the players are at home sharpening their knives and forked tongues with unsatiated hunger. They are going to feed on our politically unsophisticated electorate who offer themselves up for the easy taking. The truth at times can be difficult to handle but it in the end it is the only method that leads to true resolution. Lies and untruths perpetuate myths and fallacies and in the end that might be the whole point for the likes of Bachmann.